We are are own Gods

I like writing, it makes me feel good. I don't have to repeatedly think of a subject over and over again. The dolphin story was tormenting me, but now I don't have to think about it because I know I can access my thoughts from from my journal. This journal is an external disk drive, I should have done this a long time ago. I feel like a philosopher, like Plato and Descartes before me. I wonder, do people realize how they behave? Do they realize when others are annoyed by them? 

Do they stop and think “Wow, I'm annoying, I'm gonna stop.”, or is it an unstoppable force in them that they cannot control? Do they want to change? It is a good thing to change all the time? I've read that more “evolved” people have an easier time changing. This is probably why older people have certain aspects of their mentality that are harder to change (while younger people have an easier time to change and manipulate their own brain.) I wonder if, when I have reached a certain age, I will accept societies new ideals. I think that, in the future, their will be a huge asexual movement,  and more rights for animals. 

Men will be able to wear dresses, and white people will be a great minority. There will be no more white or black people, just a mixed color. People want keep their nationality, their name, their colors, their gender. I am against it because fuck you. I don't care about being French, white, a male, a LAPORTE, I am not proud at all. I belong to no group. Groups only create hate towards other groups. Look at what the religious groups have done throughout human history, the pain, the dead and the tears. I suppose that religion has also done good for many people, but I am certain that these people would have found something else to nourish their souls if it had not been their said belief.

I don't understand the mentality to be part of something that is greater us. Why can't we be ourselves? Alone and unique, with others of the same mentality as us? We are our own gods. There is nothing greater than us, we are all the greatest! There is no need to search, they are all around us, family, friends, strangers. Does god have a god?

"It is humans that have created god, and not god that have created humans."

"Your brain is your god"

I wonder if in the future, my mentality will have changed, and if everything written in this journal will be considered bullshit. Please future-me, don't throw me away in the trash ! :(