The Little Test

I wonder what people do when they wait with no music, without anything. 

Are they philosophers? Maybe they are thinking of nothing. Maybe they are thinking about sex. Most people like to receive attention, or like to get complimented, or I don’t know. 

This is not at all my mentality, I’d prefer to be invisible. I think that before drugs in Buckingham, I was very much in my own world, and I landed on earth after receiving my diploma. I think differently than before, I don’t know. I feel like everyone else, but as time passes, I’m becoming more and more like I was pre-buckingham. I tend to believe I know how most people think, I feel like many people act like children, or animals as they very much follow their instincts and subconscious wants.

Here is a little test I created:

When you say something, ask yourself why you said it. Is there a reason? Is the reason a reflection from your past? Your intention with the person you said it to? 

Observe your own body language. If you have discovered the reason for what you said, or what you are doing, is that really the original reason for doing so, or is it just a reason you just created because you thought about it after the fact that you said or did it. Is everything that we do related to our wants? Or the world we want to live in? I suppose we interpret what we want with other people, but can we interpret what we want with ourselves also? I am an asshole, I am a god, I am nothing, I am everything and everything, I am nothing, I am the alpha and the omega, you are just visitors to me, because I am my own world. (Or are you also part of my world? Am I in your world?)