My God Complex

Today, I have realized that through this journal, I can relieve my god complex, not to control, but to create. I have this fantasy built in me to create things. I think that it all started with legos. I created simple things, such as houses, special planes, towers, worlds, universes. I love games like SimCity, creating their homes. 

When I made connections with people, I felt like I left a stone in them (as they have left stones in me), a stone that is part of a building (of character). Once, I helped my grandpa put posts on his field to create an inclosure for his sheep. I felt like I had created a new world for them! 

When I teach English to children, I feel like I am manipulating their brain for them to understand the language. When I learn things, it feels like I'm adding bricks of information into my own mind. I realize that I am my own god! I'm pretty sure you'll find me crazy (if you meet or read me). I suppose that you'll be correct, but I think that we are all a little bit insane in our own right. Some of us hide it better than others.

In essence, I consider this journal to be a world:

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Every letter a ^City

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Every word a ^Planet

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Every page a ^Universe

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Every journal, a GOD.

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